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I'm So TiredI'm so tired of crying,
I'm so tired of loving,
I'm so tired of dying
inside my soul each day.

I'm so tired of hoping,
I'm so tired of dreaming,
I'm so tired of imagining.
It will never be real anyway.

I'm so tired of falling,
I'm so tired of failing,
I'm so tired of walking
when love is so far away.

I'm so tired of wishing,
I'm so tired of searching,
I'm so tired of remembering
those beautiful things you used to say.

I'm so tired of bleeding,
I'm so tired of yearning,
I'm so tired of living
in a world that's grey.

But most of all I'm tired,
of being the person I am,
I'm tired of my mistakes,
I'm tired of my broken heart.

I'm just so ti
Catch Me"Catch Me"

As I felt the breeze smack me; I knew this was finally it
I couldn't possibly survive; I knew I couldn't miss

I looked to the left of me; the shadow followed me down
I saw the shadow crying; it knew soon we'd hit the ground

I caught glimpse of reality; despite falling at great heights
By looking through the windows; at least ones that had the lights

I saw a person snorting drugs and a father yelling at his son
They had left their television running; I think the Yankees won

For not letting her go out, a girl screamed at her mom
And a little further down, a guy had made a bomb

The wind felt so nice, but I could not look away
Be
Show me what the stars look like tonight.I’ve fallen in love with wars & darkness.

The kind of darkness said to have made
shadow monsters of seen-too-much eyes
& the kind of war lands made of
desecrated, dandelion wrists.

I am the wind, the morphine pump

& I’ve carved my bones into stars.

I wear them around my neck
like outward sun marrow
warming my carotid pulse.

These little glow-in-the-dark blankets
aren’t enough to stifle the sounds;

but my anatomy never seemed to fit
together the right way anyway.
FaithI love your belief in God.

Not because it matches mine. 

Because it makes you even more beautiful to me.



You are the dream I always wanted, but never had. 


(God likes to surprise me. Well, consider me surprised.)

It makes me want to sleep every single night by your side.

I want to wrap my prayers around you.

I want to press my lips to the segments of your body. 

If you asked, I would rest my head besides yours

and dream your nightmares for you.


(You shudder in your sleep. I don't think you know.)

In faith, I'll be your dreamcatcher.
In dreams, let me wis
Dreams and Deniallife stretches before me bleak, without end,
death  always present just over the horizon,
I thought things were changing for better,
perhaps its time for my final goodbye.

all I can think is that this is a true god send,
as around me deaths noose seems to tighten,
my earlier thoughts were obviously an error,
there is no one, of my death, to even notify.

Then I wake up and realise death I can transcend,
I may not be “normal” but I am not yet in the asylum,
that even I may within life begin to find pleasure,
that will be one thing from me depression,
shall not deny.
The Broken HeartMy heart lies in a million shards
My soul lies in tattered pieces
Nothing shall ever be the same

If my emotions were a color
It would be dark blue
Just as the night sky without stars

I found my mistrust
Was completely wrongful
Just as judging a glass as half empty

However, this person has toyed with my heartstrings
Twanging them like unto a harp
Until blood seeped upon their fingers

I tried to fix them the best I could
Wondering if I were the magic spell
To cure everything that made them hurt

For now, I will remain a scattered mess
Waiting to be put back together like pieces of a demented  jigsaw puzzle
Stop loving youI will stop loving you
When diamonds never sparkle
and stars cease to shine
When music ceases to play
And dogs never pine
when rivers never flow
and clouds cease to form
I will never stop loving you
Only you can keep me warm
cliffs.it's a lot easier falling off of it
compared to climbing it.
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... :)

thankyou, Bianca and
Simon&Garfunkel.




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Mood: Love *lilmickey787 Feb 15, 2013
:wow: What can be said? This piece is so beautiful and full of emotion....simply amazing and very well done! Luv luv luv it!! :happybounce:
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~nalabulle Feb 15, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
beautiful work ;)
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~wolflogics Feb 15, 2013
:heart:
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Mood: Love *Kebeca1690 Feb 13, 2013
nuthing like a fireplace....warm shot...
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*iNeedChemicalX Feb 14, 2013
exactly... i miss that :)
thank you...
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$pachunka Feb 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So simple.

Thanks for making this.
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*iNeedChemicalX Feb 14, 2013
Argh. Thank you.
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Mood: Joy ~nerdyturd Feb 13, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
ok, I'm serious right now, I just was listening to some music and This song is on(by Brian Mcknight and Josh Groban) and then I came to this picture! It is crazy!!
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*iNeedChemicalX Feb 14, 2013
wow! :love:
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~nerdyturd Feb 14, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
[link] I love this version!
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